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Two Lives!

Have you ever felt as though you've lived two lives?

Wait, listen to me first before judging; by two lives, I mean not at the same time or two faces. What I mean is past lives, again not as in the past life before birth but past life like a few years ago. In the sense that certain parts of your life were so vastly different, yet eerily similar. It's as if you're living a whole new existence, but with the same events and experiences playing out. 

Having done with defining the complex definition, I believe I have lived 2 lives. 

First, when I was a child, I played, studied, went to college, learned, found a job, worked in Mumbai, and had ups and downs and all the emotions one can have in a lifetime. I faced it all.

And then I moved to the US, and it was like my life had been reset. I again went to a university, studied, found a job, faced ups and downs, and started working again.

Probably because I have a terrible memory, but to me, I consider the events before 2020 a part of my past life.

And here I am, living my second life, going through similar kinds of events and emotions that I had faced in my past lives. 

What does it say about life? Life is not complex at all; it is a collection of finite events happening in a loop that every human being faces and only differs in intensity.

So don't worry about those mistakes you made, the same event will repeat, and you can make the same mistake again :D



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